Has anyone thought of me?

Hello,



I can't take this anymore, I know I'm not involved but indirectly I am, because if you guys think twice its also gonna be MY day.

How long am I gonna just suck it up and pretend that I'm going to be okay by calling this thing off? I'm not being self centered but what about PRIYY?

Some of you are just busy bothering on what to wear or what time to meet up and all, but are you gonna help to patch things since it has gone worse?

E, I know what you're going trough when suddenly everyone is against you, I personally apologise because I was being self centered earlier today. You told me to still have the party without you, but I won't because WE planned it together, and it once meant a lot to you and it still does. So baby, just know that I'm here for you just as much as you've got my back. I seriously felt super bad when you cried. Its not you, its not your temper problem but its just the fact that you hate that things are falling apart. I love you so much, please stop crying and to top it off I do miss you so badly.

And for godsake! stop comparing yourself and E. She has her own style and everyone has their rights to do whatever they one. So what if your miss retro? You're not the only one, you probably got that from LB. Ring a bell? I can say it back to you that I loathe cats who copies. F you. Leave ERRA alone!

Before I forget, we all have to deal with the fact that everyone bitches about everyone, its a nome. They even have their improvised version. No use pointing out that another person is immature because it reflects back to yourself.

Lastly, lets not bail our friendship on all of this. ITS NOT FUCKING WORTH IT.





p.s : Apologies to whoever who's offended. I didn't mean it.



p.s.s : I'm gonna fcuking Miss Nur Natasya Mohtaruddin, mane you???? :(



p.s.s.s : TGB, I know we're solid as a rock! (:



p.s.s.s.s : Farah, Fitrah, NurNatt and NattSin have fun on your vacation. Ily (:

6 years and 5 years (:

Hello,

School has been pretty hectic lately, I just can't wait for this drama to end. I'm pretty sure we're all tired of it.

After all I'm going through I've to realise that friends come and go, but F and E they're always there for me, and I hope it remains that way (:

Yes, we go through rough times together but we'd eventually work things out. I'm glad that you two are always on my side at times like this. Thanks Farah and Erra for being there through out the whole time, eventhough its my fault at times.

Carmen, Annette, Natasha, Fitrah and Florence thanks for listening, i just needed to let it out.

I love you all so damn much!

p.s : Tasya, lil P is missing youuuu.

p.s.s : I appreciate your apology, thanks. ily babe. (:

p.s.s.s : Iman, just chilll (:

Take your time to realise (:

Hello!

It has been daaayysss since I've updated my blog. Pretty caught up with stuffss. Currently miss hanging out with FarahRAF. Can't wait for the outting laterr!!!! weeeeee! (:

NEWAYS, spent my day with hannan and sya today, sya bought us lunch! (: thanks babe.

To this specific person, here's to you (:

Its too bad that you don't like the fact that I'm in the position that you dream of being in, and I'm the person who she turns to all the time. Btw, how long have you known that person to say all that? for goodness sake it was less than a month and you two barely communicate and got to know each other. I don't care if you envy me, because the last thing I know I'm not involve in this. (:

p.s : stop making it seem like you two had something so magical together or whatsoever

p.s.s: this is my 10th post babiessss!!!

I don't want it anymore

I forgive, but I won't forget quoted by clky.

HELLO,


I can't take it anymore, the feelings I feel inside, how long am I to hide it? I miss you, no actually the memories we shared.
Its like this raging feeling that I can't let go of, it annoys me because it makes it harder for me.
The way you do me is a damn crime, but when you smile I tend to forget about it.
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you. maybe I should slap you but I rather love you.
Truth is I think I like it like this. Gaahhh.



xxx, lil P. (:

Nothing Can Tear Us Apart, Mom (:

SAYANGSSSSS <3


HELLO BABIES,

I'm finally back to updating my blog again since the important subjects are over! weeeee

Mommy called today, she was feeling very down. She has health problems and it might get serious.
I felt really bad for her, I haven't been spending time with her, we can even go through a week without talking, maybe just saying hi and bye.
I love you so much ma, I just don't know how to show it. We've had lots of missunderstanding and sometimes I'd prefer pa then you. Its just that I spend more time with him then I do with you.

So, I've got new resolutions before anything happens to you I want to spend time with you (:
I miss our bonding session, we should do it more and yess there's a lot of updating to do.

"My mom is a neverending song in my heart
of comfort, happiness, and being.
I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune"
ILYSM MOM

bamm bamm! :D

Finally, back on track (:

Helloooooo!

So, i've been gone for a while, pretty long time. Besties got annoyed that I didn't update until they got sick of checking my blog.
The week passed by so fast, exams was okayyyyyyyyy, maths was a total mafakka. -.-

Screw maths, I'm looking forward for Mother's Dayy :D