Never Say Forever.

HI! HI! (:

I've been busy with life.
BJ's operation went well.
Spend the weekend with Xiera :D
I miss spending time with her, stupid exams of hers.

So I'm back being solo (:
I think I do need time for myself and not you.
Yes, I've been lifeless but atleast its better than hanging on you which is so worthless.
No offence.
And, hey, I don't need your love to feel loved.
I know you're better off with younger people.
Cheers to that (:

Had a great time with my girlfies today (:
Gahh, I love them.
I miss CLKY and NSMK. ):
LETS GO OUT BABES!

Ohh, and daddy's birthday is less than 2 hours!
HEEEE!
I've got something for youuu. WEEE!

TIill then ♥

Blahhh.

I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
THIS SUCKS BIG TIME.

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU, BYY.

Hot Mess (:

HELLO!

Stayed at home today.

Fucking period cramps.

Besides, I think I lost my mojo to go school.

Granny's going for an operation this thursday. =/

She seems nervous and she's been very moody lately.

Been spending a lot of time with her.

Here's a convo where she found out about my tongue piercing. HAHA.

granny, me.

*was complaining bout me watching a kissing scene*

bj, chill la, like you never kissed before.

what did you say? you wait I'm gonna tell your mum.

*sticks out tongue without realising*

whats on your tongue? how come got stud?

*wtf moment* what nonsense? got nothing laaa.

*laughs* I don't mind actually, when you did it?

Conclusion was she didn't mind, infact she said it makes my tongue looks shorter. -.-

I'm so thankful to have a cool granny. HAHA.

I really hope the operation goes well. (:

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Them, razors.

BLAHH.

I seriously don't know what is up with everybody, or is it just me?

So I've said to have attitude problem and not being committed.

Strike 1 : Accepted it, was being positive. Okay.

Next, being neglected when I'm still in.

Strike 2 : Wondered, accepted it, disappointed. Still okay.

Later on, being assumed for using a friend. So I did, but not the whole time.

Strike 3 : Decided to confront, said to have reasons for everything. Hurt, unexpectedly.

After that, told dad about everything, was planning to, but i was about to burst.

Strike 4 : Cracked. I've never cried to my dad about friends because that is so standard 3.

Honestly, I don't know if I've changed throughout the whole year.Okay maybe I did, from smoking to piercings, but minus all of that I'm still me.

I never knew that you, a friend that I thought I was okay with would have said those stuffs about me. I don't get why you can't confront me? I thought we knew each other for years, you can't do that either? So I'm different from you, can't you just deal with it?

Btw, I thought that this thing about me was regarding my attendance? How the fuck did it get to me using friends? Wasn't it suppose to be about me?

I'm seriously, sick and tired of this.

p.s : I've got feelings too okay? Yes I seem bold and cheerful, but I am sensitive.

p.s.s : This whole drama, is like I've committed a fucken crime.

All American Rejects Babyy :D

HELLOOO TYSONN! :P

Fine.
So I know I'm late.
As you all know, ALL AMERICAN REJECTS was the BOMB!! Like totallyyy!! :D
I had fun, did you?
No elaborating for this, whoever missed out, bohoo to you!